I was talking to this guy Shaun for a short amount of time. I felt connected to him. We since went out separate ways and I barely hear from him. He only contacts me when I contact him about something. It's like I never existed in his life. It's been four months and I think about him everyday. My life seems consumed by thoughts of him. I have been praying to God since March to bring our love for one another back together. I have received no feedback from the heavens. Just yesterday I saw a pic of him with another girl. I could feel my heart breaking inside just seeing it . I just had high hopes that God would answer this one petition. I rarely ever ask for things and I just so desperately wanted this. Now I'm falling apart... losing faith... and depressed beyond words. I actually had to call out of work the last two nights because I can not function. I just feel like life is not worth living right now. I don;t understand any of this.