My grandmother died this past March. It has left my family fighting with one another due hurtful things said and done to one another. During the same time I was dating someone who I thought was the "one." I felt that through each other we strengthened ourselves and made each other better people. Two weeks after my grandmothers funeral we got in a quarrel that led to him not being ready to be in a serious relationship. I said some hurtful things that I am sorry for and he did some hurtful things to me throughout this summer. For some reason I am having the hardest time moving forward from him. Despite it all I know he is a good person and I am angry with myself for giving the "blind eye." I am struggling with forgiving someone and also being taken advantage of. I have to see him at work and I ask for the strength and peace to be okay that it didnt work out and that God has a plan for me. I ultimately would like my family to be at peace so that we can be again reunited with love as the holidays are approaching. God bless.